Torture is a caricature of the everyday world. Everything in the world of torture gets inverted. A coerced confession of something you didn't do becomes truth. Guilt rather than innocence becomes the normative presumption. Torturers become heroes, because they do what they do to protect the rest of us. The tortured become villains, either because they're guilty (the normative presumption) or because, if "exonerated" and released, they are unwelcome reminders of something dark and dirty we don't want to think about. Their sheer presence haunts us.
Prisoners who escape physical rape are often psychically raped through sexual humiliation. The Abu Ghraib revelations of coerced simulations of coitus and sodomy among prisoners, panties draped over prisoners' heads, female guards mockingly grabbing prisoners' penises or baring their breasts: the foreplay, the cocktease, the 2nd base, of torture. Argentine torture survivor Jacobo Timerman recalls that prisoners were often forced to shout "I masturbate!" [2]How much can this woman take? More than the other one? How's her sex? Does her sex dry up when you put the current through her? Can she have an orgasm under those circumstances? She is entirely in your power, you can carry out all your fantasies, you can do what you want with her...Everything they have forbidden you since ever, whatever your mother ever urgently whispered you were never to do. You begin to dream with her, with all those women... [5]But of course a torturer never "makes love" with his victims. He always "fucks" them. The etymology of the word "fuck" is ambiguous, but two of its uses, current up through the 17th century, were "to strike" and "to penetrate." Fucking someone is assaulting them, invading their body, entering and conquering them. Bedroom talk between genuine intimates sometimes uses this assaultive language as harmless turn-ons: "Fuck me hard!" But in the lexicon of the torturer, the striking, penetrative function is taken with deadly seriousness.
Torture is conquest through irresistible force. It is to destroy opposition through causing it to destroy itself: in despair, in self-hatred for its own vulnerability, impotence. It is to defile, degrade, overwhelm with shame, to ravage. In this it resembles rape. And the tortured come to experience not only the condition of the animal caged by man, but the predicament of woman before man as well. A thing male prisoners discover, a thing female prisoners rediscover. Torture is based upon traditional ideas of domination: patriarchal order and masculine rank. The sexual is invoked to emphasize the power of the tormentor, the vulnerability of the victim; sexuality itself is confined inside an ancient apprehension and repression: shame, sin, weakness. The victim tortured sexually is tortured twice as it were, first by being deliberately harmed, second by being harmed in a way regarded as the most humiliating of all humiliations. [6]From the torturer's perspective, perhaps the most ironic inversion of physical love is this: that the body which the genuine lover wishes only to please becomes one which the torturer-lover wishes only to fuck and thereby turn into yet another instrument with which to torture the victim.



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